So lovely that it’s mad


DCIM100GOPROGOPR0090.Feel the energy refreshed


a new day

a new pattern

watch the particles collide

so close yet so far

do not resist the sun on your face

it is there for a reason

a changing of a season

doesn’t mean the same for everyone

as all our paths are unique

dancing and interweaving together

so much method in the madness

so lovely that it’s mad

many lifetimes to be had

let it all happen

let yourself be free

there is always more to see…


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Trying to adjust

Now that I think more and more about Adam leaving to the army it makes me break down every time.  He is my Savior my everything.  He has been there from the start.  He has been there for me first as friends then bf/gf to fiance to husband to my babies father.  He is the most important person in my life he means the world to me and he makes me stronger every time I am with him.  Yeah we do have our days where we argue and fight but thats part of a relationship.  That’s what makes you stronger and helps you bond with one another.  Adam and I have become really close after the babies were born and now we could only get more closer.  I just want to tell everyone when you find that someone keep them close and never let them go.  Because you will never know of you will get that person back.  Be respectful and don’t say anything you will regret.  Be with that someone that you will love and cherish.  Who cares what other people think it’s your life not there’s. 

Am I a Mother?

I thought of you and closed my eyes,
And prayed to God today.
I asked what makes a Mother,
And I know I heard him say:
A mother has a baby,
This we know is true.
But, God, can you be a mother,
When your baby’s not with you?
Yes, you can he replied,
With confidence in his voice.
I give many women babies,
When they leave is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime,
And others for a day.
And some I send to feel your womb,
But there’s no need to stay.
I just don’t understand this God,
I want my baby here.
He took a breath and cleared his throat,
And then I saw a tear.
I wish that I could show you,
What your child is doing today,
If you could see your child smile,
With other children who say:
We go to earth and learn our lessons,
Of love and life and fear.
My mommy loved me oh so much,
I got to come straight here.
I feel so lucky to have a mom,
Who had so much love for me.
I learned my lessons very quickly,
My mommy set me free.
I miss my mommy oh so much,
But I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep,
On her pillow’s where I lay.
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek,
And whisper in her ear.
“Mommy don’t be sad today, I’m your baby and I’m here.”
So you see my dear sweet one,
Your children are Ok.
Your babies are here in My home,
They’ll be at heaven’s gate for you.
So now you see what makes a mother.
It’s the feeling in your heart.
It’s the love you had so much of,
Right from the very start.
~Author Unknown~