Learning to adjust.

Well I feel like today is the day that everything will get to me.  After having an awful dream.  Just made me think about myself.  I know it sounds selfish but no really.  After being with one person for so long and going through the worst possible life events together.  And in 9 days that person is leaving for almost half a year!  What am I suppose to do.  That’s pretty much all I know and care about.  I care about being with my husband the one person who has stayed with me through the ups and downs.  I know everyone is going to say hang out with your friends go work.  I mean that’s what I plan on doing but the one thing that I’m worried about is who am I going to tell everything to.  I can’t text him or Call him whenever I want.. I mean I guess we are going to have to do it the old Fashion way.  I would love to hear some experiences from other young married couples who’s husband’s have been in the army.  “How do you adjust to something that could change your whole life?”  “How do you not go crazy,  I mean not talking to your best friend for long periods of time.”  “Is it hard?”  He is the one person that knows how I work.  He knows every little button that will set me off.  He also knows how to get under my skin at times,  I’m really going to miss getting mad at each other and making up right after, or watching our Netflix shows,  laying down on our favorite couch.  Laughing at the most corniest things.  It’s going to be hard being away from my best friend.  But he’s leaving to give both of us and our future family a better life.  Thank you so much I love everything about you and everything you do. One day I will give you everything you ever wanted.  I love you my husband suyos para siempre